Purgatory - Pathetic

Wake up in the morning in the bathroom
on the wet floor... piss on my face
stink like a dog shit... knock with my forehead

cause in my hand there's a needle and I (still) can move it
to the left and right or up and down... it's stupid fuck
suckin' on motherfuckin' drugs
Morphine, crack, canabis, dope spread and struggle inside me
and they're really screwing me out constantly

I never am sure with my self, I can't get better
sellin' my soul, I'd losing control, served the devil shit inside of me
useless, life's meaningless, forget the trust and the confidence
in disgrace, soiled face, they talk to much shits and everything
just a lies

Here I am, my friend ... garbage can
ready to wear, ready to use, ready to suck everydamnthing you own
I'll bury your ass slowly, through all your misery
somekind of destiny or starvations GLUTTONY
lotta pain, lotta bullshit, lotta game and I'm not ashamed
while you treated me like a lovely friend
I'm the only pathetic parasite
realized, I scrape your wound with fork

It's me so pathetic ... the drugs makes me fanatic
It's me parasite ... don't you ever exist before my sight
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